‘Why does it always rain on me?’
Firstly, thank you for visiting this blog and taking the time to read this, I hope you will enjoy reading my posts. I’d like to stay anonymous for now, as I don’t feel that I’m ready to ‘out’ myself just yet and I’m still hugely lacking in confidence as I’m very new to blogging.
A little bit of info though. I’m a woman from the South West of England in her early 30’s, who has been struggling with severe depression for many years and searching desperately for an outlet to express and explore her experiences. This blog will be it.
I love music.
I love reading.
I love cooking.
I get really, really sad quite a lot of the time.
I’m a hopeless romantic.
I don’t trust some doctors to know what’s best for me after a ten minute consultation.
I feel like a useless failure who will always make a mess of things.
I’m a Radio 4 addict and I read The Guardian religiously.
Sometimes, I don’t leave the house for days and days.
I’m not married, nor do I have kids.
I’m not on any medication for depression at the moment.
I still live at home with my mother.
I used to be a lot happier.
I’m wasting my life and I hate myself for it.
I’ve never tried to commit suicide, but the thoughts about it come and go often. It’s scary.
I’ve always wanted to try my hand at a bit of writing.
I’d be delighted to hear any comments or feedback that anybody has.